I lay awake at night
Feeling you around my mind
Probing your image with questions
Spending time wondering in vain
Questions I'm afraid for
Afraid to ask
Afraid to know
I'm too hesitant to give up hope
Holding on to that one thread of possible validation that I deserve you
Ignorance is bliss
There is an urgency about my thoughts
They travel from my brain to my lungs swiftly and effectively filling me with anxiety
Shaking fingers and a nervous mind
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